Monday, June 13, 2011

Don't Lose Touch

June 13, 2011
I am struggling but surviving, cause I will persevere.
I woke up yesterday with pain in my lower back. I took way too many pain meds yesterday with no food, (clap for my stupidity) and threw up alot. I don't know what really happened, so I'm going to the chiropractor today. It can't affect my World Series Attitude though. (:
My dreams have been quite interesting these past days... I have dreamt up a crazy situation in which at least one "lover" of my past has been in, they are pretty amusing but at the same time I am questioning my sanity! There is way too much tossing and turning with this stupid back pain:/ I don't even eat chicken before bed. Isn't that supposed to make you have weird dreams?
Here's to the heartbreaking moment when you thought you were important to someone, and you find out you never have been.
I couldn't say it more honestly this time around; I'm in love. With my life. With God. With my hair! And for some stupid reason I've let three people try and change that order... With my newfound strength, no one is going to break through. Blame the ones before you;) So now, all I want is the open road. How many times do I have to say I can't wait for this program to end? I will be hitting the open road with an old best friend, and we'll let the memories begin.
I love Nicki Minaj. I told her I'd admit. I hope one day we get married just to say we f&%!n did it. ELEVEN DAYS.<3


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